I am a recovering alcoholic who is trying to make spirituality my number one priority. Before I learned of my alcoholism, my God was damning and unforgiving. Since I have found some sobriety, I have witnessed that God is a loving God that gives undconditional love and guidance to those who seek it. I have found this site in my search for God and spirituality. As far as religion, i do not know what i believe. I want to believe in a higher power. Something more powerful then myself, whatever that becomes. I look forward to more of my journey here.