I seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and His will, in all things each and every single day. I believe that Yahwey spoke to Moses, Noah and others throughout history and believe that He speaks to others here and now. I enjoy a daily relationship with my Father, My Creator, 24 hours a day. I am living the life eternal. I abide in Him and He abides in Me and it makes no difference where I am in the here, now or later, for I am with Him already. I believe in praise worship. I am a watch woman for His return.
I was born again in 2005, hence where my screen name comes from. I have been married for 26 wonderful years and in 2007 my husband and I renewed our vows in full dress to celebrate 25 years of marriage. I wanted to be married in a church.
My husband still isn't walking the way I would like him to be, but he may be right where Yahwey want's him to be. Yahwey is Yahwey and I am dirt. It is not my day to judge, but it is my day to continue to get to know The Judge that is coming. As for me and my house, 'this day' I shall serve Yahwey. My husband is a wonderful man and loves me without reservation and I love him.
Together, we have four children, and six grandchildren. My husband adopted my four children as his own and is and I think will always be the better parent. They are all grown of course and live here and there and they are all happy and doing well.
I donate time to drive the Senior Bus in my area and love it because I used to work with the elderly as I was a CNA for almost ten years. I lost so many people right in a row that I basically got out of that because of the anguish of it all. I do take on clients now, one at a time for private care and stay with that client until they pass away. Driving the Senior Bus gives me time to go play and visit with the elderly that I have always loved ever since I was a child. I have always had elderly friends. My last client who just passed, missed celebrating her 100th birthday by just a few months. (2008)
During the time that I lost so many folks while full fledge in the CNA, I also lost my mother-n-law who was my closest and most dearest friend. Two months after she passed, my father did and then my mother a year later.
Death and loss play a tremendous roll on the heart. In 2005, I had grieved so much for all those that I had lost and then my son turned on me and refused to have anything to do with my husband or myself. I think he still has some issues because he still doesn't have anything to do with his sister. But, in 2005, I had had enough and decided that I was going to take myself out of this world. The loss of my son, was the worst part that life had piled on my plate. I realized much later that it wasn't so much that I wanted to die, but I just didn't want to live. In January of that year, I was in the process and you wouldn't be surprised who showed up. Yahwey reached down from the portal of heaven and pried open my heart with one verse.
Heb 4:12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
He knew that I was planning to seperate my body from my soul and spirit. He had a purpose and a plan for my life that had not been completed yet and so He just showed up. Once I realized that He loved me, I became so filled with joy that I became more alive than I had ever been in my life and now more than anything, I wanted to live, and not for anyone else but only for the audience of One. HIM!
He has taught me many things by the power of His Spirit which lives in me. It wasn't until about a year and a half later that I was actually baptized in the Holy Spirit, but I was getting to know Him all along by reading His word and learning all about Him and how He moves folks along in their common daily walk. I saw how He interviened, I saw and read how He keeps His promises and keeps His word. I saw how He would send judgement to those who disobeyed and I learned about how He sent His Son, to reconcile mankind back to Him who were lost because of disobedience because sin entered the human race when Adam and Eve gave away their dominion. I read where He blesses those who do stay in obedience and shows His favor upon their lives and more importantly, how He never leaves them.
I study pretty much most of each day and even some through the hours of darkness. I love deep studies and share them with anyone who would like them. My life revolves around what Yah'shua would have me do each day, where I can be of service to Him in what ever capacity He desires for this vessel.
I also have a myspace if you would like to visit me there. myspace.com/prayerwarrior4godalmighty