Well, I just found this website now and I am so happy I did. I ran up to my Parent's room with the laptop to get away from my brother. I cried for a bit and still am. I just want to die. That's when I found this website. Now he's coming upstairs. Now he's shaking and their isn't a thing I can do about it...and yet, here at this website I don't feel alone at all and I haven't even met anyone yet! Cheers to hopeful beginnings!