Wow, I would have thought that I pretty much described who I am and what I am all about by the previous information I already shared. I have had a very horrific life. Half the time even my family and friends wonder if I am cursed and hexed, the other half, well..it is me that actually believes that I am, or could be.

On a quick note; I married young, had children young (3)-16/17-it went on to abuse in every way possible within a matter of six months..AFTER we met. I was beaten and brain-washed and it stayed that way for nearly 14 years. I was 26/27 when I finally had enough and filed for the divorce, and then my life truly began.

I have quite the *life-story* as many others do.. I wish not to ever speak of mine as *above* anyone else's, although simply put.. roll them all up into a huge ball and then add a bit of this and alot of that and there is mine. I hope yet to have the time at some point to add a bit more here.. such is life! Currently I am just getting over a horrible flu with which I had to miss and move around Dr appts. The next pleasure on the list will be my Discography/Discogram from L2-S1.. yes, FUN!.. very much so not but it must be done. I am looking at a major lumbar spinal fusion as well as a fusion of my SI Joints (Sacroilliac Joints) probably this year, 09' I am still tossing it around as I understand that there are some new procedures on the horizon.

All for now! Always feel free to message me, I personally don't have any *real* friends (another long story.. I wasn't allowed to have friends growing up and my ex-husband, well... ya know. So I know this has alot to do with things now.).. and I could really use a friend or two. I guess perhaps it is something I have not only been missing in my life but longing for for what seems like an eternity.